Years ago I saw a prod like thing that shot out a stream of electricity into whatever, people etc. Now they have such an instrument on the market. Away back then I believed that when we yell at someone, we shot out hurtful energy to that person, and also when we give them the 'evil eye' we do the same thing, shoot out hurtful energy to them causing a degree of pain within their body which, in time, could turn into a disease. I tried to tell this to my first husband when he was alive. He was very visual and couldn't see it or understand it, like I could.

I could actually see these streams of energy back then. Well, in my thinking of how to explain it to him, I envisioned this instrument and said I wished I had one to show him what I meant. I said it was sort of like grabbing hold of an electrical fence, which I did as a child when prompted by my mischievious older brother. Even then my husband couldn't understand because he had not experienced an electric fence. He was city born, I was country born and raised.

Now they use energy from the hands for massages and healings of all kinds. So I guess I wasn't too far off base back then, eh?

In my classes on energy work at the church last year, after some of the students had learned to project their healing energy into another person, I had them change their mood and become very angry at someone. They were then to project that angry energy into their test person in front of them. What an amazing reaction from everyone present. The person receiving the angry energy got a cramp in their muscle under the person's hand and jumped, pulling away while yelling ouch and rubbing their shoulder, where the hand was. So.....

I know a man and when he goes off on one of his tangents of negative verbal abuse when I'm around him, my stomach immediately responds with pain and usually one or more of my joints. When he is in a happy mood, my body responds in kind and all is well. There are so many people finding this all to be true that the market is flooded with their testimonies and their personal way of learning how to keep the negative reactions from hurting them. Then there are the people who ignore the spiritual unseen aspect of this energy work and stick to what they can physically see. Those people learn to 'feel good' through the constant application of daily exercise. Then they usually follow up by taking some sort of training on how to defend themselves against another person's physical onslaught of abuse.

Can you just see yourself saying to someone when they are bad mouthing you, "Back off or I will hurt you with this physical stun gun just like you are hurting me with your bad energy from your abusive words?" As we evolve spiritually, we become more sensitive to the energies of other people. The children from the last 30-40 years have become aware of these healing and hurtful energies sent and received from other people.

The children being born now appear as though they can 'see right through you'. They are very aware of spiritual energies and when they get old enough to protest, they do so. Some of them tell others how they have been abused by their parents. When the parents hear of this, they become defiant and deny having been abusive because they think that physical abuse is the only kind of abuse that you can dish out. They do not recognize that verbal abuse is still abuse and very, very damaging to a person's character, their self-esteem and self-worth.

Often, out of frustration, these sensitive children in their teen years become physically and verbally abusive to the one's they say they love, because that is the pattern they have learned at home. The abuse continues until the law steps in and then, hopefully, comes some relief and understanding of their own abuse from a counselor. Some are put into the judicial system and put into jail where they usually learn nothing about what they so desperately are crying out to learn -- "Why am I abusive and why was I abused when I was a vulnerable child?"

In conclusion of my thoughts, it doesn't matter which way you go, the spiritual energy or the physical exercising, you will eventually learn to protect yourself from abuse, both physical and verbal, and keep your health.